Larissa's Site

My Apathy

I cannot define your place
Cannot remember your face
I'm slowly losing the trace
An isolated case
Another unspoken war
Without the slamming of doors
I'm biting back at the core
'Til you're not there anymore
"I need to prove I'm alive"
Doesn't translate to the knives
When you're awake at 5
Just so you can survive
Knock knock knock for the blame
You never try to say my name
But you remember the shame
When things look the same
You want to push yourself away
Home's a place you can't stay
You're spreading fires anyway
With nothing left to say

I've respect for life for all of this
But you can never find out what you miss
And the hands that worked for your daily bread
Are the same ones that took the needle and sewed up her head

The anger leaves
And you're left with my apathy
My apathy
The anger leaves
And you're left with my apathy
My apathy